Some weeks ago he lend me 3 Phantom of the Opera movie versions I had never seen before… 1925 Lon Chaney’s, 1943 Claude Rains’ & 1998 Julian Sands’… What can I say? I loved them so much! I watched the 5 movies in a row (including 1998 Englund’s & 2004 Buttler’s) What a PHANTOM Marathon! It does not matter the Phantom’s or Christine’s name, the place, the time, they always include the great aspects that make them be THE Phantom’s… Love & Music… If I had to order them from bad to good (none is bad, but I have to make a statement of which one I liked the most) this would be my order…
1943 Rains’…. “He was almost a stranger to me, and yet somehow I always felt drawn to him”
1998 Sands’…. “It is possible that without knowing anything about love I’ve fallen in love?”
1998 Englund’s…. “Now it’s just a matter of what you choose… Love, music they’re forever”
1925 Chaney’s ….” Since I first saw your face, this music has been singing to me of you and of love triumphant! “
2004 Buttler’s….”You alone can make my song take flight, help me make the music of the night”
These last days have been completely amazing, he has told me the same incredible things and even more, he misses me, and obviously I miss him as if I had lost a part of me… Not literally lost because we are still near and see each other but it feels like something is missing… Surely will it be a sign that it is not an obsession, that this is real… I cannot explain this feeling inside, I cannot put him from my mind, I think I am actually falling for him…
I have noticed that he is completely different with me than with other girls, he is much more caring, he hugs me every time we meet, we remember amazing things and talks we have shared, he says he is a jealous brother because of his sister’s suitors, we talk about many things, some are important some other make me laugh of how stupid they actually are…. I am supposed to be Russian and I am a vampire too, we convert each other, we cannot sleep, we want to appear telepathically on the other’s house, we are mad! But that is who I am, and I can be that stupid, smart, changing personality girl when I am with him, and guess what, he said he totally liked me that way! I just remembered a phrase from Samantha's Life After Phantom: Opera Erotica “I think the world of you and that will never change”. That phrase may explain everything he thinks of me. He also told me that being that enigmatic was what made me perfect for him, that he thought a lot of things about me, all good things, but he did not tell me… That may be good for me right?
I will stay like this, the more time passes the more I like him and the more soon I will tell him… Hopefully that time will arrive soon… “Somehow I know, this moment is waiting somewhere in time ...”
