"Do you know what it is like to be sixteen, seventeen, eighteen years old and be obsessed by just a sucession of gestures, moods, movements which together form that something that sometimes seems unreal and it is an actual person?" Carmen Laforet... I do! I acutally do!... I am falling in love with someone, with my Phantom and I truly can not help it... He is the most awesome man I have ever known, he is intelligent, clever, deep, sentimental, funny, a little big-headed hahaha, he is all I ever wanted, he is exactly the description of my perfect man. He knows who he is, or at least he wants to discover it with the "Super Man" idea of Nietzsche, all those things that he does take my breath away and the unbelievable part is that they come all naturally... His favourite quotation is Hegel's "Nothing great in the world has been acomplished without passion" as if it was his ideal or chimera in life (impressive don't you think?) , he is simply AMAZING!! The hilarious part is that he does not have an idea of my feelings about him... We always joke, chat, talk about each others lives and interests and we both love "The Phantom of the Opera", Andrew Lloyd Webber and Musicals stuff... I just told him about the world premiere of "Love never dies" and he was very excited and happy and he always laughs with me and we make future plans of our lives in London or in Paris, next to the Opera... I want to tell him what I feel but I can't... our love is kind of prohibited right now, though I am sure I will do it sooner or later... I will wait and find out if this feeling may turn into something further...TRUE LOVE for example...that's all for now...time crawls by... Phantom's Lady*
PS: "The impossible dream"'s lyrics from Man of La Mancha are down hear... do you dare to chase your dreams? do you dare to reach the unreachable star?
To dream the impossible dream
To fight the unbeatable foe
To bear with unbearable sorrow
To run where the brave dare not go
To right the unrightable wrong
To love pure and chaste from afar
To try when your arms are too weary
To reach the unreachable star
This is my quest
To follow that star
No matter how hopeless
No matter how far
To fight for the right
Without question or pause
To be willing to march into Hell
For a heavenly causeAnd I know if I'll only be true
To this glorious quest
That my heart will lie peaceful and calm
When I'm laid to my rest
And the world will be better for this
That one man, scorned and covered with scars
Still strove with his last ounce of courage
To reach the unreachable star
This is my quest
To follow that star
No matter how hopeless
No matter how far
To fight for the right
Without question or pause
To be willing to march into Hell
For a heavenly causeAnd I know if I'll only be true
To this glorious quest
That my heart will lie peaceful and calm
When I'm laid to my rest
And the world will be better for this
That one man, scorned and covered with scars
Still strove with his last ounce of courage
To reach the unreachable star !!!
